'K.E.N.A.P.A'

hmm..kadang2 rse cm dh xnk dgr lg org tnye soalan nie kt aqu..rse cm pnt sgt nk jwp..ye..soalan brpandukan word KENAPA?..

yep..boley x stop dpd tnye soalan tuh kt aq..sbb jwpn aqu akan tetap same..smpy one day nnt korg akan dgr sndri dr mulut aq..jwpn y opposite dr jwpn aq slame nie..aq xpromise ble korg akan dgr jwpn bru aq tuh..its will ta8 so much tyme..hope korg fhm..ok,kpd ssiape y xphm..just ignore it..aq emg tujukan kpd ssiape y phm..n 2 pon lau dy bce my blog..n pasni,aq xkn jwp lagi soalan y sme tuh..aggap je aq dh hbis credit utk bls soalan luar syllabus ko tuh..

"dahlaa..ko boley xstop jeh?lau aq jadi ko..aq dh lme sedar n lupekan jeh sume tuh..KENAPA ko still nk dgil?"

"oit,ko xkene,ko xrase..bolehlaa ko ckp..its just not my luck..but aq xpernah mnyesal.."

"yelaa..tp kan dh terang dan jelas dpn mate n tlinge ko..aqu xrase ko lmbab utk tafsir sume tuh.."

"ye,aq thu..sume 2 jd tibe2..aq pon xthu cne mlm tuh aq ley buat decision utk call dy..aqu emg xsangke 2 yang akan aqu dgr..tp,mybe btl jgk ckp ko..aih,aq rse nk jmpe ko skrg..aq nk crite sume kt ko.."

"pliz stop it..aq xnk ko cmnie..final lg sminggu jeh"

"i know it..but i cant stop thinking..im not the same me cm y ko knl dlu.."

"KENAPA maa..ape y ko nk skrg?..better ko tros trg kt dy ape y ko rase.."

"xnk..aq dh lpskan dy laa..aq akan trime sume nie..aq syg dy ikhlas..aq dh xmintak dy balas..its just me..aq xnk kcau lau dy nk mulekn rlationship bru..ko pon thu aq cmnbe kn..g pon,emg nie y aq plih kn..aq akn syg dy smpy suatu hri nnt hilang prasaan tuh dr diri aq..kn aq pnh crite kt ko ape y aq promise dlu.."

"aq thu ko dh promise..wpon aq bukan pmpuan..tp aq thu ko sakit..KENAPA ko still nk pgg promise ko wpon ko y seksa?promise utk still syg dy wpon dy dh ade pggnti ko bkn 1 cdgn y baek..2bg aq laa..KENAPA ko nk seksa dri ko cmtuh?KENAPA ko still xley stop sakitkn hti sndri cmtuh?KENAPA dari dlu ko still cmnie..?

"stop it..xpyh laa bkak cter lame..aq dh pnt..aq bahgia dlm derita mrindui dy..dhlaa..penat je ko ckp ngan aq..it will nver change..aq emg dgil..who cares..if he loves me,its ok..if donts,ill accept it..AQU SAYANG DY..full stop."



cerpen atau crite benar?
aq sorg jeh y thu..n xkn ade sape thu..

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